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DeadJournal
10.04.04 (1:55 am)   [edit]

I want a DeadJournal, and I dont want to pay for one -_-: I want the communities...


 


Send me a code,............=_-

 
More Results
07.11.04 (6:39 am)   [edit]
apathy
Apathy, well I can say your lucky, in some ways.
You see Apathy is no emotion, basically you
don't care. But that does not make you a bad
person. Some of my friends are apathetic and I
love them, but it wouldn't hurt to care a
little more. Trust me life hurts, most people
who are apathetic do it cause they were hurt.
But don't worry, life is pain, its also
pleasure. Good luck. (please vote)


What Emotion Dominates you?
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Night
You're Element is Night. You're a loner who is very
creative but never show your work to anyone.
You may smile a little but sadness or
loneliness surround you and other can feel it
when they're near you. You have a dark or
unusual beauty that makes you mysterious and
you probably have a lot of secrets that you've
never told anyone. You're beauty is intriging
and unorthidox but the real thing that makes
you special is your eyes. Something in them
makes them like Diamonds in the Rough.


What's Your Element(girls)? (PICTURES)
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ex v
You're a Vampire. Vampires were the creatures of
the night that were believed to live off of
human blood. Count Dracula, being the most
famous vampire, set the stereotype. They had
dark hair and pale skin from being away from
the sunlight. If they actually existed, it's
very possible they had the skin disease that
made you allergic to the sun so whenever the
sunlight would hit it, it would hurt like
crazy. They were usually snobbish and control
freaks and kept werewolves as pets.(please
rate)


What Mystical Creature Are You? (Pictures)
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Punk! My kind of friend. You couldn't care less what
other ppl think of you. You want friends who
like you for who you are and not what you have.
I mean, sure, sometimes you stick fries up your
nose, but thats ok. People love you because you
crack them up immensly! Your amoung friends!
Rate my quiz fellow Homie!


Are you one of the three P's? (Punk/Prep/Poser)?
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DesireDarkness
Darkness. You Truly Desire Darkness. You wish
everyone around you was either dead, or
worshipping you. To you, life is not a gift,
but a punishment. You have no consideration for
others and do as you please.

PLEASE RATE


What Do You Truly Desire? *PICS*
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One Quiz result...
07.11.04 (6:19 am)   [edit]
Cut2HideTheLie
You cut yourself because you are constantly forced
to act like you are someone else. Chances
you're a Borderliner, maybe you're just afraid
of losing people. You try to be what your
friends and family want you to be, so they
won't leave you. And you look like it's the
real you, and you are very good at deceiving
people, but late at night, when you are all
alone, you take all the anger and frustration
out on yourself.


What Kind Of Cutter Are You? (~TrIgGeRiNg~ pics)
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I HATE YOU!!!
07.08.04 (8:12 pm)   [edit]
I hate my sister, and my brother and my mother so much!! mere words cannot describe the hate i feel for them!!

She torments me continuously for hours, and what does my brother do? yell at ME!! just because he is older he thinks he has the power over me to do as he wishes, well i have news for you bucko! NO! What does my mother do? sits back and laughs!

I SWEAR i'm going to kill them one day!! one more year of this shit and i will be able to move out when i finished high school! I cant take their crap! i know you hate me but do you all have to be fucking blunt about it?! :roll: why me?! is it because i am the youngest and its funny to pick on me? is it because i dont bother to spend time with you cause you all piss the fuck out of me? what is it? and why am i the one to always assimilate to the ways of others? FOR ONCE, change for me!! i've had to quit my job for you, to give up the subjects i like to 'impress' you! Well, it's not working for me anymore!! cant you understand i'll never be the way you want me to be? am i ever even close to your dream? just because you couldnt fulfil your dream don't put it on me to do it for you! :evil:

[b]I HATE YOU!![/b]
 
Internet Boredom!
07.08.04 (4:32 am)   [edit]
SO bored, my head will fall right off my neck! There is not much to do on the internet, or maybe there is just too much and i dont know what to do, anybody have any suggestions as to was is interesting to do on the internet? :oops:
 
Job
06.26.04 (3:50 pm)   [edit]
Well, it's happening I have to quit my job because my mother does not approve! I really want to continue working but, although I despise my mother, I fear that she will become so infuriated with me..and treat me even worse. It's all just because of the results on my report. She wont let me work til i finish my hsc. I really love this job though!! this feeling in the pit of my gut. you know when you are like 6 years old and you really want to so something but your parents wont let you, well, this is how i feel now! i said to her i will stop after the holidays but, NO, she says this is my last time going, my heart is broken, i hate this, and now because of what she is doing i hate her even more than ever!
 
Hate my FUCKING Family!!
06.11.04 (11:53 pm)   [edit]
I'm SO frustrated! In the afternoon I go and get mcdonalds, and then i offer my fries to my stupid bitch for a sister! and then just now, I'm tutoring, so my brother goes to buy some fries from wherever he went, i asked for fries, she asked for NONE, and then i finished tutoring expecting to get some, but FUCK!! that bitch ate every last FUCKING fr'ie'!!!!!! and i tell my mom, and she's like oh well, too fucking bad..

omg, FK YOU ALL, ive had enough! year after year, day after day, second after second, all they ever do is taunt me!
 
Quiz Time
06.11.04 (4:53 am)   [edit]
woo, quiz time --


demicerberus
Demi-Cerberus:
A demi Cerberus is very similar to Cerberus in
appearence but the difference is that a
Demi-Cerberus only has two heads. You are
cruel and inhumane. You lack the food
intentions and sense of being that Cerberus
has. You like to play with peoples emotions
and torture them to the last. You have few
friends because many are scared of you and you
are also prone to violence.


What Mythological Creature Are You (Many Results and Beautiful Pics)
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GAME BOY - Born to Play
A GAME-BOY. Youre like a tomboy without the love of
sports. Reality sucks, but as long as you have
your electronics you feel you can cope. Time
goes unnoticed when youre locked in your room
hooked up to your Nintendo, rocking to your
favourite collection of guitar-driven
albums.

Your virtues: Intelligence, sense-of-humour,
individuality.

Your flaws: Inability to cope with real life,
action-freak spirit, reclusive nature.



Your Personality type is the only type that would
like this cool online gothic Game:

www.life-blood.vze.com


What kind of girl are you?
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hades
Hades


?? Which Of The Greek Gods Are You ??
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bitch
your bitch.


What swear word are you?
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Info Black
Your Heart is Black


What Color is Your Heart?
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HASH(0x8ae0418)
paranoid


Which Personality Disorder Do You Have?
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cut
You'd carve them up with your chainsaw. I like your
style, you show much promise. Join me?





strange results -_-"
 
Random facts about myself --
06.11.04 (4:18 am)   [edit]
[b]A few things you do NOT need to know about me[/b]
* I love my toys and shit, they so fucking important to me.
* I think Eminem is BULLSHIT!!
* Avril Lavigne is also...BULLSHIT...so fucking retarded
* Racist people piss the SHIT outta me
* I lurrrrve my "friends".........?!?!
* Mood rings are....nice....
* I hate changes
* I NEVER shut up around people I know, and also never stop laughing
* I can say no - and stick to my decision
* I can lie - not really
* I HATE taking photos...
* Chinese people who try to act hard and all chink and shit, piss the FUCK outta me!!
* I like to be alone
* I am NOT cute!!!!

[b]Some of my bad habits....[/b]
* I swear too much, although not as much as some other people I know
* I procrastinate <- surprisingly I know the meaning of the word>* I have NO idea when to shut the fuck up
* I eat too much junk
* Too lazy
* I get pissed easily
* I never study....at all
* I regret alot of things
* I get sick of people easily
* I don't give a fuck about alot of things
* I crack my knuckles...I can't stop!

[b]Things I CAN'T live without![/b]
* Computer
* The Internet
* My Mobile
* Water
* Oxygen
* Sleep
* Chocolate
* Clothes
* TV
* Charmed
* Adobe Photoshop 7.0
* Paint Shop Pro
* Animation Shop
* My toys
* My aunt
* MSN Messenger
* Entertainment
* Dreams
* Friends...maybe...

[b]A few things I find Disgusting![/b]
* People who make those sick faces when they cry...not good!
* Cockroaches
* Road kill...it's not nice....

[b]Fears....[/b]
* Failing everything
* Heights
* Anything that has more than four legs
* Being bitten or stung by insects.....
* Changes
* Rejection
[b]
If I ever won the lottery I would...[/b]
* By a house!
* Buy a new Mobile phone
* Go on a trip with my aunt
* Shopping...surprised?!?
* Buy a car!!!!
* Save some for uni?
* Save some for the rest of my life
* Give it to my aunt

[b]Nicknames...[/b]
I hate to put this up...but hey..oh well...
* Roobi
* Roobeeyee
* roobee4beeyee
* roo4beeyee
* Boobs
* Boobie
* Booby Doo
* Boobette
* Boobay
* Boobetta
* Ribby..For extra pleasure
* Rubby
* Rubba duck duck
* Duby

[b]A few little things that piss me off[/b]
* People who think they are better than other people
* People who suck up
* People hoO tYPe lyK DiS
* People who say 'wassup'
* Crap Movies!
 
better
05.28.04 (8:39 pm)   [edit]
ahhhh....That's MUCH better, well as good as it can get. can do no more =_= bah. Anywayz, woo. nothing more
 
poopies!!
05.28.04 (8:08 pm)   [edit]
oh poopies! my LAyout died :cry: so so sad, it looks so ugly now, dang this non-pro account! awwww...its so ugly...what can i do with it...lets check shall weh
 
Not Fair
05.27.04 (12:43 am)   [edit]
School strike day today, but VERY unfortunately i still had to go to school, for exams. How horrid. Well, I completely failed Legal studies anyway, because of my own stupid fault. i read the sheet wrong about what to study, i thought it was chapter one and chapter three, but it was TOPIC one and three, omg, so i left out question 2
 
How Crap!
05.21.04 (4:36 pm)   [edit]
How utterly hopless is this, all my friends converts to zorpia and im left here! i got an account there too but its SO crap! you cant do anything with it! tBlog all the way

exams next week...i bludge my whole life, why not now, i tried to not too but the pull of the internet is TOO strong. I come online to do some research, and what do i end up doing? surfing the net, playing gunbound. making things. just anything to get away from work. i need a counsellor, and i need one quick. okay, lets try and get everything under order now, its rather difficult. darn this tech world, whatever happened to the good old days with no internet. meh, oh well. cant changed whats been done, lets hope by this time next year i will have control over my will. i am SO not ready to fail the hsc.
 
Time Management
05.06.04 (12:58 am)   [edit]
I desperately need to manage my time correctly, but I ALWAYZ feel the need to bludge the whole day away. I just can't help it. I need help...and I need it soon. Yes, I do realise I'm wasting time right now to write in this. I got tons of homework, and I think that I will have plenty of time to do it, but then by the last two days I realise...oh shit. I have to do it all tonight..waa...need help...for sure.. :( :(
 
Wrong Timing
05.02.04 (4:56 am)   [edit]
It's alwayz the wrong timing for me to write in an online journal, the times when I REALLY get frustrated I can't get online to write in here...which pisses me off to the max.

Anyway, I worked my ass off for like 10 shifts at work and I never got bloody paid..so angry! Anyway, I'm really tired now, Just posting to keep this active.
 
Bored, very bored
04.25.04 (3:12 pm)   [edit]
Got SO bored I've just taken about one millions quizzes as follows:

So goth you're dead!
You are every goth-kids dream!



Which Rock Chick Are You?







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Find your Role-Playing
Stereotype
at mutedfaith.com.
[Angel.]




I am 5% Happy!

take the "How Happy Are You?" test at Unparalleled!






take the death quiz.

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take the antisocial test.

mewing.net







Take the What High School
Stereotype Are You?
quiz, by Angel.






take the "what's my fault" quiz.

(and then browse around mewing.net. because laura is cool.)






What Psych-Ward do you belong to?







What Type of Villain are You?

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You Are A Vampire
Take the World of Darkness Quiz
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Meh, that IS alot...bah... :shock:

 
Nothing
04.23.04 (4:44 pm)   [edit]
Well, I've been thinking. What on earth would I keep an online journal for, and to let the whole world read it. But you know, it's interesting to read other people's entries. I find myself hhoked on reading what other have to ay, and what happens to them. Well, I guess I have not got much of a life anyway, so why not give having a journal a shot. Lets hope nothing too bad will come of this...^^

Why, I chose this journal, well, it's just got so many features, its so purdy -_-" yes.
 
First post
04.23.04 (12:02 am)   [edit]
My very first post, just tesing to see what I have done with this.